Brain overload. System Malfunction. Woke up with a stiff neck and a headache.
Went to take a nap after lunch. applied boost to my neck and shoulder and took 2 panadol. feeling alot better for class later. hopefully can recall back everything for friday's test. think it was a mistake to load the day with theory lessons on monday and tuesday.
Think i must be going crazy... while trying to keep my distance from Sunny, i actually turned down offers for sex. -_-" haiz... this is a hopeless situation. Irin is waiting for me to get back with her, Sunny is trying to close the gap, and i'm running away from everything.
but why did i turn down free sex? i have no idea. maybe sex isnt that much of a hype to me anymore. maybe i just dont wanna feel like betraying anyone...
Had a fight with Sunny last night. she was angry over my not telling her about my past gf. saying that i'm still thinking of them la, havent gotten over them lah. hmmm... not that i still have feelings for them but i dont wan images of them to come into the relationship. dont wan comparisons to be made and so on. cant everything start on a fresh panel?
hmmm... if really wanna see if i have feelings for them, what i can say is, if i run into them in the street and they ask for a $10 dollar, i'll lend it. $20? nope. of course, this will depend on whether i have money on me.
why do i do this kind of comparison? simple.
how much will you lend a stranger on the street?
in my case, not even $2. IRC ppl? i'll beat them if they even ask.
Time to start getting ready for class.
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